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[03 Dec 2005|10:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

well i havent updated in about 4 months and im sure no1 will even read this, o well who cares i got shit i need to say.
1st off i been living at my apartment for about 3 er 4 months now, its ok, nice to have my own place, im sure anyone who is gonna read this has been there at one time er another. umm ive had the van as well, its ok but idk i might sell it.ummm work wise...lol well i just got fired the other day from the factory job, which sucks but im gonna get anew one soon, i have to lol...umm ive been considering joining the army and no1 thinks im gonna do and i think thats why im gonna do it, to prove everybody wrong.thats basically it ive been living life day by day and its worked so far well im out pe@ce

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[23 Aug 2005|02:50pm]
[ mood | excited ]

well i know i havent updated in forever but there is a lot to update about.
-well im moving next week hopefully im getting an apartment in anchor bay with the help of my dad.
-the other day i finally got my tattoo done so im happy about that
-ive been workin with sam at the plant and i might be getting a fulltime job there
-i get to go pick up my van on thursday so i finally have transportation lol
-if everything works with the party ill have my move in party next weekend or the weekend after
well thats about it im happy with life as of right now and i cant wait to see how it all ends up pe@ce

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[03 Jun 2005|11:20am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

haha yes fuckers i am graduating on time!!! im so glad, im finally done with highschool YES!!!!

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[21 May 2005|09:30am]
[ mood | tired ]

well i got my first piercing done last night. i got my left nipple done...

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[24 Apr 2005|01:21am]
[ mood | drunk ]

well i just got back from drinkin and im pissed, im fuckin done with amanda, not veen gonna talk to her anymore, every time i do sumthing nice for here she fucks me over in the end. in the limo tonight she was cool and shit, being nice and everything, then as soon as we goto rachels she becomes a fuckin bitch to me, its fuckin gay. i didnt do shit to her and she gives me a fucking attitude, but w/e fuck it i aint doin shit for her ever again, best friends my ass. if she was really my "best friend" she wouldnt have been a bitch to me tonight, she fuckin left me at prom for sam and steve, and expects me not to b pissed, but w/e i didnt let it ruin my night, but then we get to rachels and all she does is bitch bitch bitch. she would fuckin yell at me for nothing and its gay as shit. im sick of wasting my time being her friend when she always fucks me over in the end. she fucked up and i did nothing wrong, so fuck it im done...
but anyways prom was a blast after amanda rachel sam and steve all left, i had a great time and danced and judt had fun. it was definately worth it, if only that one person didnt ruin everything, i mean come on, i fuckin bought her ticket and a crossage and i didnt even get a fuckin dance, its biullshit. so im out to go and passout cause im drunk pe@ce fuckers

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[17 Apr 2005|08:57pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

hey everyone whats up, o havent updated in a while cause im still not really allowed to use the computer, but o well. i realized that i hate living at my moms today, everyday its the same thing...get up @ 7, goto school, hen hangout with sum1, where as at my dads everyday is different, i go different places all the time and its fun, i love the people down here. most ppl in oxford are dick and stuck up and its annoying, where as in AB everyone is cool w/ ppl, sum1 could swing at you one day and next time u guys see eachother at a party u guys are cool as shit. it pisses me off that i dont have a car and i can only come down on certain days, but o well hopefully shit will buff out if not, then who knows whats gonna happen

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[05 Apr 2005|10:06pm]

Hey This Is Amanda. Phill is way 2 lazy to ever update his journal and we our on the phone right now so im juss gonna do it fer him bc thats what best friends our for and phill likes me more then Sam Baker , haha. yes he does any who. Spring Break sucked ferhill bc he  didnt hang out with Amanda bc he was with Sam most of the time and Sam doesnt like Amanda god only knoes why this time. but im gonna go.-Phill


Oh yeah i must Add. <>Ab_Jv_Sb Had Thier 1st Game Today. and of course bc they rock THEY WON.<>


Phill told me 2 add this: He <3`s Rachel Anne Healy. Meagan Christine Rekowski and Amanda Jo Massey and The New Gurl The Most On The JV team.

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[01 Apr 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | cold ]


She is the best ever!~


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[06 Mar 2005|02:00am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

ok well alot has happened since my last entry and i just tried to update with all my feelings and shit and it got deleted so im even more pissed now

well 1st off amanda imed me and wanted to b cool er w/e but then she said she has liked me since homecoming...funny thing is she called sam while i was in the shower and told him she didnt say that and that she only liked me "on and off" but w/e i thinks its all shit...i mean if ur gonna tell 2 different ppl 2 different stories make sure they aint best friends, and definetly make sure they aint with eachother...also she said she didnt want to tell me or even act like she liked me because "she didnt want to ruin our relationship" im sorry but after not telling me that that kinda screwed it up but w/e after that she tried to lay the whole guilt trip on me by saying oh if u liked me then u wouldnt have done shit with stephanie and megan...ok w/e she did shit with ppl to, she let sam finger her countless times, she let mike dockery finger her, and she gave mike henson head after hanging out with him for 2 weeks...i did shit with them to try and get over her but w/e fuck it i think its done, even thought i dont want it to be....

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[01 Mar 2005|01:07pm]
[ mood | hung over ]

well last night was a rough ass night, i heard a lot of shit i didnt want to but w/e i got really depressed and ended up taking like 6 er so tylenols and just drinking my self stupid, i passed out in the middle of my room on the floor....i woke up round 5 b4 anyone else did, puked for a bit and cleaned up the rest of the bottles around me, thank god i woke up b4 my parents... but i got a horrible hangove and ive puked once already and i feel like im gonna again. but w/e its stupid so im out and i now have a new motto -

Never will I love a bitch
Why would I trust a bitch?
Always gonna dog a bitch
They only good for sucking dick
Or riding on a playas cock

Pe@cE tHe FuCk OuT

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[01 Mar 2005|07:34am]
[ mood | blank ]

1st off thank god i dont have school today but heres the real reason i am updating, i have si much shit on my chest i need to get it all off

after all this time i thought i was over her, i was wrong. one of the hardest things ive had to do is be a friend to her without telling her how i feel. i mean its fucking crazy but im so close to her yet im so far away. i sit and talk to her everyday and her about her and guys and i have to hold everything in, it kills me, i just want to tell her everything, like how good she makes me feel just talkin to her. i figured out that shes y i havent had a real relationship in so long, everytime i try i think of her more and more.

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[26 Feb 2005|12:08pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

hey everyone i hjavent updated in idk how long but its been a while, shit has been goin pretty good, I WON A FUCKIN iPOD FROM 89X LAST NIGHT!!!!! anyways lol nothin big has been goin on, im starting to like sum1 i used to like, but i dont think anythin is gonna happen cause of distance. but anyways im out pe@ce

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[09 Jan 2005|12:45pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Hey, this is Amanda.<3 phill doesnt update his journal..as u can c.. so im doing it for him..



Phill went 2 school. then Sam picked him up and then they came 2 my house and we all juss hung out and then Tim came over then i left and then  went home talked online and then went 2 bed


got up and got readie called me and woke me up lil bitch and then Stephanie went 2 his house and they hung out and then they met Sam and Tim and Jermey at wendys and then they came 2 my house and we all hung out and played in the snow and had fun then Stephanie left and then they left and went 2 Shaynas then came back 2 my house and then we played Truth er Dare and then they left. and they went 2 Tims house and played video games


got up and Sam drove him home and then Nick came and got him and he went back 2 his moms and now were on the phone so thats it fer now kids.


<3 Manda Jo.

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[01 Jan 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

yea well today hasnt been so good, last nite was alright but thats not what i wanna write about

One of my closest friends, amanda, is relly pissed at me cause i guess if i say sumthing sam says about her, he tells her the exact opposite, and vice versa with me, and she wants nothing to do with me, yea maybe i may have twisted words around b4 because of my feelings for her, but ive learned to control that, plus i dont want her to get hurt so i try to tell her stuff, usually its tru, to stop her from doing sumthin she will regret, and i know this is my fault, i aint blaming anyone else, and it hurts me cause i thought we were really close and i dont want to lose her as a friend, i really want to be like we used to be, i could tell her anything and not feel uncomfortable around her, i mean if things dont work out then thats the way things are meant to b, but hopefully they will....and amanda if u read this i am sorry


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[29 Dec 2004|06:53pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

well this is amanda and phill wanted me 2 update his journal. we are @ my house right now and we juss got done playing in the snow it was fun and my toes and hands were numb now we are waiting fer Sam 2 get here.



<3 Manda Jo.



I LoVe YoO pHiLlIp JuStIn FrAnK. yOuR mY bEsT fRiEnD.

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[27 Dec 2004|02:05pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

well the last 2 nights i been at bakers house doin nothin really, sams dad got me a full body massage for christmas, it was fuckin awesome.

yea im not talkin to amanda anymore cause shes a bitch and fucked up by slappin me so fuck her

i found out that kara likes me which is really good cause i like her

thats bout it, im out

Pe@cE tHe FuCk OuT !!!

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[23 Dec 2004|06:13pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

ehh nothin too much has happened lately, same old shit, uhh christmas is in like 2 days thats pretty cool im gettin a shitload of clothes and stuff so im happy, well thats bout it im out pe@ce

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[12 Dec 2004|09:04pm]
ok i need sum help here, theres a girl i like but she has a b/f and hes a friend of mine, sumone help me out with this what should i do?
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[12 Dec 2004|05:30pm]
[ mood | bored ]

ehh this weekend wasnt that great dodnt really do much kinda sucked, but i should get my license within the next week er so, now all i need is a car, o well but anyways nothin else really has happened so im out Pe@cE

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[26 Nov 2004|05:56pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

well i havent really done anything lately, i went snowboardin for a bit earlier, it was fun. still home by myself, hopefully jer is comin over tonight, i been board all day, im bout to head upto the barn and clean that shit, so maybe ill update later, Pe@cE

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